Been a while since I've done one of these.

Been halfway around the world twice now, two different directions, once to Ireland to visit someone dear to me, and then once to Venezuela to see someone else very dear to me, in a completely different way.

I've seen gas at 10 cents a liter, and I've seen gas at around 6 bucks a liter.

Liter, not gallon.

I've now had more varieties of food in a two month span than I've had in the previous year. Yay for being broke.

Both trips have dear memories for me, and I wouldn't give those away for the world (Or 15 pounds per year Muse )

Now, I'm back to regulating who I am, and where I want to be going.

By goly, I feel like succeeding at something.

Before, I was extremely copasetic. That was part of my problem, I adapted well to everything. So I could accept anything. And did. And I kinda accepted I was fucked.

Now, I've changed a bit, quite a bit really, in some subtle ways and some more apparent.

I've gotten myself out of Toxic and into a new job. I'm waking up in the morning. I've produced 4 new orchestral songs within the last week. I've moved the rest of my furniture out of the apartment.

I think I'm getting the hang of this more, but I'm not satisfied with this.

...I'm about to put myself in a ridiculous amount of more debt. Why? To have more music equipment. A workstation, and a synthesizer specifically. Unless I can start making money off this music jazz, nowhere near the best of ideas, especially considering the recent pay cut.

But, it's one thing I want out of life. I know that for sure. Tired of being the jack of all trades, master of none.

I kinda feel like being good at something again. It's been a while.

Anyways, I'll stop drawling on about my life and let you get back to yours. Thanks for readin'.

-Skruff